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Endesires

by Arya

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1.
IKG 06:38
To deny this, is to deny life To fear this, is to fear life But to embrace this Can you embrace it? I came here for you my child You're stronger than you think you are All things that live, die I hunt, I find, I kill Giants Everything is so quiet after the storm
2.
When I'm outta sight I disappear like I ever did Belong here No sounds will rise As I push 'em down Built it myself Though I'm not proud Why do you think I am that quiet? And why is my room still a mess? If can't show me love, then go ahead and buy it My monochrome dreams and my regrets Inside my cage Beneath this glass And when I ache There's just silence Voiceless, Hopeless (But I don't care) (I don't care at all) (I was left voiceless) Why should I try Is never enough Inside my cage Beneath this glass And when I ache There's just silence Never should you trust What you say out loud Never should I trust What you say out loud Never miss a chance To doubt your words
3.
Late Bloomer 05:02
When I grow up I want a beard Just like yours And a full set of self esteem Meanwhile I'll lie Pretend you're not Dying inside Forget the barriers that stand in sight Complex of a layer Won't let her cry Oh cure this pain of mine Confusing times Hold tight, you'll ride She's by your side Won't tell your eyes Forget the barriers That stand in sight Complex of a layer Won't let her cry Oh cure this pain of mine Emptiness overflows Forget the barriers That stand in sight Complex of a layer Won't let her cry Oh cure this pain of mine Cure me
4.
Neces 07:38
We saw your lives Flowing by And i see mine Staying still For more than a while More than Life itself What's the price To pay for some of your faith on What's behind The veil enclosing the True beyond Every day feels like the last day I see the edge so clear Close to me,and yet so far to reach Isn't it funny how the more i live, there more i feel like i could Fly (I see your life flowing and passing by) Die (I see your life flowing and passing by) See how worthless ive become In my dreams you're still so far In my nightmares you're alive Let out a sigh We're not younger And they wont grow old (Worthless me) Every day feels like the last day I see the edge so clear Close to me, yet so far to reach
5.
Vita 06:30
Everything Stay still Nobody move a finger Let's pretend that air Is gone And it's being replaced by cement I'm breathing in Breath in Fall from space Holding onto gray Hovering on this rainy day Overwhelming day Fall My blood is being replaced by cement And it's running in me Run faster Out of me My heart has turned Into a stone Beat harder, for me I'm one with gray We're one
6.
Pain Angel 04:35
Now shut up and don't say a thing I am here to teach you about pain and to cover your eyes with your hands waiting for nothing to happen I'm with you as you sweep the floor how could you think you can fool the whole world make it believe that you don't exist if you leave all this fallen hair behind you? I keep coming I keep coming limestone will grow on the bathroom tap and dust will fall on the bedsheets it will keep coming spiders will sew in the corners where light draws moving pictures in the house where no one breathes I can't even picture myself any more us in embrace in a glance of bliss what have I done to find myself this low? sometimes in the mirror I don't recognize me Things don't happen, they just slip through myself and I can't stop them, and they don't leave any trace I walk in the cold as if all this was inside a dream it's only a nightmare, I know it will come to an end
7.
Apple Body 08:56
Apple body hanging from a tree colorful mellow flesh when you will find me When will you find me? Apple body lost among the leaves future’s too tight for my neck bones and I can’t breathe I have no weight I dwell by the smokestacks top I am made of air the wind carries me wherever he wants to go No In my body I can't feel safe No From my body you can recognize my face Just because I wanted all this I’m not meant to love it Desires, desires just another way of suffering I’ve aroused much pity and wonder but never any love No In my body I can't feel safe No From my body you can recognize my face Just ‘cause I’ve been lucky I am not forced to thank anyone I could hear you crying in your sleep, what were you dreaming? My defeated armies lying hopless on the battlefield I see empty bodies painting shadows in the daylight complicated nothings waiting for me if I breathe again Apple body bound in troubles future’s too small for my lungs and I can’t breathe Apple body lost among the leaves future’s too tight for my neck bones I can’t breathe I'm not bound to anything anymore and I know my dreams are false and I’ll awake again alone
8.
In Marble 04:56
Standing by the sea again I watch the light collapse just another crimson sunset ends another day I can't stop the running shadows couldn't hold your glance I'm just a speechless disturbing statue Heal me you don't know me, but save me we're the only ones left I don't want to live this moment I don't love this life we live in a cage of self illusion here everyone hates each other would you cry my name as we're hit side by side by the fire. I couldn't hold your glance
9.
I'm disgusted by my sense of duty It won't get better than this everything you're fighting for is doomed to fail and day by day you will surrender to the world your loneliness will be the price you'll pay for your attempts. Quit dreaming now. I'm disgusted by my sense of duty. You should have flown along the stream as the leaves of grass, they see thousands of miles and never get hurt by a thing. Quit dreaming now. Duty kills life But so do unfulfilled desire let life pour on you like summer rain. Accomplishment is only a leash Duty kills life, I've always hated compromise You should thank life for what you already have and dread the day you'll get what you're fighting for as you'll know the pain that resides in the shadows unseen. Duty kills life I'm tired and hopeless, fragile and sore. Quit dreaming now In my own mind I always speak with ghosts of the people around me I try to justify everything I do and believe they seem to listen, but never say a thing they bear no forgiveness in their gaze And I justify
10.
But you have friends You have a lot of friends What do you offer your friends to make them so supportive? What do you offer your friends to make them so supportive? What do you offer? What? And they were all there Every last one of them And they knew my name Remember the light and believe the light An instant clarity before eternal night Don't let me forget All these back and forths Just get me so lost I don't know why Time finds its way to stop Always at that same hour I can't see why Time finds its way to stop Repeating that same hour I don't know my mind Please, make it stop I wish I could read your mind I think I should control my own There's a fire inside Burns out my will I wish I could read your mind I think I should control my own Can't remember a time Where I felt at ease I cannot find my own peace I don't trust my ears I don't trust my eyes I can see you smile I don't trust your lies I can see you grin Underneath your skin Ignite I won't get inside your light I don't trust what you call light Everlasting me A me that never ends I can see right through you I can't see right through you

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With Endesires, Arya tried to focus all their energy and attention into songwriting, providing intense, original and sophisticated music. The atmosphere and the lyrics of the album try to draw a honest and sincere picture of the inner demons that haunt the minds of the band members: disappointed expectations, self-destruction pulses, the fear of failing, anxiety, loneliness, the lack of peace and certainties of the world we live in.

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released May 3, 2018

Clara Julia Pagliero – lead vocals
Simone Succi – guitar, vocals
Luca Pasini – guitar, vocals
Namig Musayev – bass, baritone guitar, additional vocals
Alessandro Crociati - drums

Music composed, produced and performed by Arya
Lyrics by Clara J. Pagliero, Luca Pasini and Simone Succi
Mixed by Luca Pasini
Mastered by Simone Succi
Drums engineered and recorded by Alessandro Crociati, Luca Pasini, Simone Succi and Samuele Bernardi
Artwork by Clara J. Pagliero and Luca Pasini

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